what irony, no?
[2009-10-26 // 10:51 p.m.]

You'd think that a person with depression would get even more depressed when she gets pregnant and decides to abort it.

But I'm not. At all. Aside the anxiety caused by the nausea and bloatedness, I am quite fine.

The Guy however, worries about me, and constantly calls to make sure that I'm okay. He's worried that I'll be traumatized by the whole thing. And of course, about the 'progress'.

In the meantime, I'm worried that I'm not worried very much.

And I'll start panicking if the friend doesnt call back about the clinic.

-unveil me-

Here I stand
Helpless and left for dead
Close your eyes
So many days go by
Easy to find what’s wrong
Harder to find what’s right
I believe in you, I can show you
That I can see right through all your empty lies
I won’t stay long in this world so wrong
Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight
Don't you dare look at him in the eye
As we dance with the devil tonight